In a relationship where unfortunately my gf made mistakes in a past relationship when she was younger. So in a way, I always regretted that I created an unreal expectation of her in my head. For those who are in a true relationship with Jesus, sexual past can no longer be the defining point of their lives. She knows a little bit but not exactly how I feel. However i cant stop thinking about it and it hurts me so much whenever i start to think about it. As of now things are going really well, we're getting along great and thank God He brought her into my life.
I feel it gross to me.
Iv been in horrible relationships and hes the love ove my life. But there are exceptions.